Monday 3 January 2011

Not looking forward to tomorrow

I still feel a bit knackered today. Can't seem to shake it off. One minute i'm ok, the next i wanna lie down and go to sleep all of a sudden.

I'll get back to answering all your comments at a later date, at the moment it's a struggle just to find time to blog. But i needed to add something tonight because tomorrow is the day of Rachels funeral.

It seems such a long time since i heard about it and i was so far away. I managed to put it out of my head and not dwell on it. But now i'm back and i've already had a call from her mum to make sure i'm gonna be there. I'm not looking forward to it at all.

If i'm honest i was hoping that i wouldn't be able to attend as i was away on holiday, but for some reason it's not happening until now.

3 comments:

Writer said...

I'm sorry how you are feeling. Hopefully you'll be better soon and maybe facing the funeral that you do not want to attend will help...somehow.

Hugs,
J

naturgesetz said...

In the long run, you'll feel better for having been able to attend than if you had had to miss it, I expect.

And of course by this time tomorrow, it will be over.

*hugs*

Jason Shaw said...

Hugs a plenty, but as the others say, you'll regret not going if you dont.

No one ever wants to go to a funeral, but afterwards, pretty much everyone is glad they did.

Loads of love to you.